"Remix" by Cassettettette. Ingredients: Cassette.
7 years ago
January 19, 2010
I should.
I really should. This is an impartial list of things i'm thinking right now.
-Should make music. (This is a hugely simplified version of the thought process that is currently happening.)
-Legs hurt and I don't know why.
-Wondering what the "barrier" or "thing" that separates me from people who "succeed". I don't feel like i succeed when I try. I know trying is just the very very very beginning of succeeding, and I guess I should just "try harder". I don't like many of the things I do. When I do like them it's usually an accident. Are "great things" just the "cream of the crop" of infinite tries?
-There is no justification for me not continuously trying to accomplish the various things I want to do. There's "so many" but I work on my projects very rarely. This is not excusable.
-I would like to have interactions with more people who are "doing things" about "doing things".
-I need to do some psychedelics. This is an avenue that I really feel would help me progress with my "creative development" in a way some would not approve of. I don't even know if it would help. But it certainly can't "harm me". Riiiiight?
-Um... coffee.... I don't know.
-I need to stop "I don't know"ing.
-Fingernails too long.
-Hair too brown.
-Piercings not enough.
-This energy I have is far too sporadic and uncontained/indirect to be productive. What are some ways I could control this creativity/lack thereof and channel it in helpful ways?
I need to do something other than type these thoughts.
My legs hurt.
-Should make music. (This is a hugely simplified version of the thought process that is currently happening.)
-Legs hurt and I don't know why.
-Wondering what the "barrier" or "thing" that separates me from people who "succeed". I don't feel like i succeed when I try. I know trying is just the very very very beginning of succeeding, and I guess I should just "try harder". I don't like many of the things I do. When I do like them it's usually an accident. Are "great things" just the "cream of the crop" of infinite tries?
-There is no justification for me not continuously trying to accomplish the various things I want to do. There's "so many" but I work on my projects very rarely. This is not excusable.
-I would like to have interactions with more people who are "doing things" about "doing things".
-I need to do some psychedelics. This is an avenue that I really feel would help me progress with my "creative development" in a way some would not approve of. I don't even know if it would help. But it certainly can't "harm me". Riiiiight?
-Um... coffee.... I don't know.
-I need to stop "I don't know"ing.
-Fingernails too long.
-Hair too brown.
-Piercings not enough.
-This energy I have is far too sporadic and uncontained/indirect to be productive. What are some ways I could control this creativity/lack thereof and channel it in helpful ways?
I need to do something other than type these thoughts.
My legs hurt.
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