Not feeling a sense of "progression" from point A to point B. Don't even know what point A was or point B will be. "My life" is unbalanced. My sleep is fragmented and scattered across the 24-hours called a day. I get no response, no feedback, no input, not enough at least. Should I "put myself out there" and hope for some sort of positive response from others?
Am I just at a low point in a large mood swing? The past would say yes and I should just "ride it out" until I feel better.
Words are not working for me. Music is not working for me. Interaction is not happening.
Been wearing the same clothes for days. They're comfortable. They're all I have to "wear".
Finished the B-sides playlist to the Cold Skies/Grey Weather playlist. Listening to it now. Dunno if it's B-side-ish enough. Has plenty of alt lo-fi tracks but so did the "real playlist" maybe I should've gone more mainstream with the B-sides.